Monday, March 17, 2008

愛一個人要先了解對方的心

女生的心

常常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好,
我可能就會喜歡你。

女生的感情很豐富,
喜歡你的我,
會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂。

女生的心倔強,
總希望你先說,
如果你也猶豫不決,
或許我們就這樣錯過,
再來後悔為何當初不說。

男生的心

男生的心很脆弱,
常常因為你的小動作而心碎,
如果你一直若即若離,
我怎麼敢喜歡你

男生的心思很繼密,
喜歡你的我,
會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為你會懂的珍惜。

男生的愛很不容易說出口,
因為一旦說出口,
或許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好愛。

男生的心很懦弱,
總怕傷心而緊開雙唇,
或許一打開雙唇盡吐心語後,
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中...

Never knew before I met you
Angels do exist
Now I know
Angels do exist

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Hamster went AWOL

It was the year of the RAT and its the public holiday I enjoyed the most. Yes that's right. It is Chinese New Year. It falls on the 7th of Feb this year. Apart from the long weekend, the goodies are what I enjoyed. Also don't forget the Ang Baos. I still don't feel ashamed receiving them as yet. haha

The recent escape of the JI terrorist leader Mas Selamat has triggered the idea of this little post. It reminds me of what my hamster did on the 1st day of the Chinese New Year. I have 2 hamsters and they live in seperate cages due to the fact that they are of different breed and cannot live together. On the morning of the CNY, I fed them extra helping of food along with cheese to celebrate the year of the RAT. haha. After that, I went visiting and back at home in the afternoon. I had a nap soon and woke up ard 5pm that day. I went to check on my hamsters.

Imagine the shock I got when I realised one of the cages is opened and the hamster is gone. "Shit!" I shouted. I cannot remember if its me who did not shut the cage properly when I fed them in the morning. Nevertheless, this sparked a frenzy rat-hunt all around the house. Whistling and knocking on the furnitures did not get any response. I was prepared for the worst. The hamster accidentally dropped into the waterhole in the toilet and drowned. Another bad scenario was that in the night, it was running around the house and when I go to the toilet, I stepped on it accidentally. Argh.. bad thoughts. After around half an hour of searching I gave up. I still had some hope though. I resumed searching later in the night but to no avail. I told myself that if the hamster was not found by Sunday, I would assume its dead and keep the cage. But I still did not give up.

The next day, I started searching again. I am in disbelief as I have basically covered every single corner and hole in my house and still I cannot find it. There is only 1 possibility. It had dropped into the water hole in the toilet. Other than this, I cannot visualise anywhere else it can be hiding. On the Saturday, I am still searching but hopes are dimming. I already started to tell myself to clear the cage the next day, Sunday.

Irony of this is that it's the year of the Rat and many people are rushing to buy hamsters as a sign of good luck. But my hamster went AWOL on the 1st day of Chinese New Year. If it died, what a sad ending. This was not part of the script!

Sunday morning. I was awoken at around 730am by my mum. She shouted to me, 'Come catch your hamster, it's in my room!' I jumped out of bed and was wide awake. This is the 1st time I can be jumping out of bed so wide awake on a lazy Sunday morning at 730am!! haha I went to my mum's room and indeed, the hamster was running across the floor. I caught it and brought it back to the cage. Oh my god! I have all but given up hope of finding it and here it came back. By itself nevertheless.

Come think of it, the hamster had gone AWOL for around 3 days. I was thinking how it can survive with no water. They can store a lot of food in their cheek but without water? Well, I guess 3 days without water is still ok for them. I believed it was hiding in the toilet of my mum's room. There is a cabinet built below the basin and stored lots of stuffs. I did search there a few times but did not notice it. Maybe I did not do a complete check. At the end of it all, I was glad that the hamster was well and alive and yes, I never forget to close the cage again and I put a little magazine as a weight on top of the cage to prevent anymore accidents from happening.

Linking back to the escaped terrorist, it was like he is hiding somewhere. Unless he is out of the country, the possiblilty of him exposing himself gets greater by the day. Hope he will get flushed out soon. My hamster went AWOL for 3 days and exposed itself. Mas Selamat went AWOL for 2 weeks and counting already. Is it time for him to expose himself? If he was caught, I will put him in a cage and lock it up. And yes, add a pile of magazines on top of the cage to prevent his escape. hahaha

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Story Time: Part 5

Mike's and Laura's secret relationship grew as the days goes by. They were in their own world. Parents and results doesn't mean anything to them anymore. They only knew they want each other's company every single day, forever and ever. It is a kind of special bond between 2 human beings, spiritually and physically.

Mike managed to get through his 2nd year with a pass in all his subjects. Laura, as usual, scored straights A's again and was in the Dean's list. However, all that was not important. The bond between them was the best thing that could happen to them right now, right at this moment.

"I love you darling, you are the best thing that could happen to me now" whispered Mike into Laura's ears. Laura cuddled closer and hugged Mike tightly. "I love you too. Would you do anything for me then?" teased Laura. "Yes of course darling, you wish is my command" exclaimed Mike. Laura was beaming with joy and kissed Mike. Soon after, the two lovers fell asleep in each other's warm caress after a physical bonding session.

"Mike, I miss you..I am so lonely here. Would you come and join me? We can talk to one another for days and night." For a moment, Mike thought he had heard Tim's voice calling out to him. It was so surreal. The tiredness got the better of him and he fell asleep again.

Things took a wrong turn soon after. Laura's parents was already beginning to suspect their daughter had a relationship outside and it was not what they desired. They want her to study and focus 100%. They want her to get perfect grades, secure a perfect top job and be a top woman in the working industry. In other words, they had everything planned out for her. They had planned her life.

Laura's parents hired a PI for investigate their daughter. Soon the secret love was discovered. Tempers flared, emotions ruined, sanity hangs on a thin line. Laura wept and ran out from her room. She ran and ran. Run away from home, run away from them. Run to me darling. I love you. Laura ran to Mike's apartment that day. Mike was also devasted as the secret love was ruined by their parents. His own parents also forbade the relationship. He felt so lost. Facing him at this moment was another lost soul, with blood shot eyes and tears streaming down from her face. They embraced.

"Mike, I can't take it anymore." sobbed Laura as she hugged Mike. He understood. He knew it all. "Dear, you said you would do anything for me right?" said Laura, as she looked into Mike's eyes. "Yes dear, anything. I will never say anything that I don't mean to. I love you forever and ever." replied Mike. "Dear, I love you forever too. I have an idea. Let's get away from all this; we can be together forever and ever. No one is to ruin our secret love." whispered Laura. Mike looked at her and smiled. It seemed that he was getting closer. Closer to being with the one he loved, and the one he once loved (as a friend in Tim).

Laura's parent was shocked to discover the mess in Laura's room. Bloodstains everywhere, the pens, razors and bandages were strewn on the floor. A trail of blood trickled all the way to the door. They panicked and immediately called the cops. Mike certainly did not notice the blood on Laura's wrist, nor the blood soaked T shirt he was wearing as Laura hugged him. Laura did not bandaged her wounds today as she knew she never have to again.

"Let's FLY!" said Laura. Mike looked at Laura, lost of words for that moment or two. But soon, the worried look on his face turned into a smile and he replied, "Sure!" Laura held Mike's hand tightly and they flew to a place where lovers are destined to be together. Forever and ever. Eternally.

(Final part 6 will be coming soon.)